今天不想参加集体活动了。
以前，每次圣诞一大帮人出去玩，到最后都是人越多，越热闹，我越寂寞——总在最喧闹的时候感觉到最深的寂寞，我是个别扭的小孩，呵呵。colin曾问过我圣诞夜什么活动，当时弄错了，以为是明天，就说高中同学活动，可现在发现了今天还是空的——还是不想活动，唉，最近有集体活动疲乏症……
也不是，只是有时还在忌惮着rebecca colin和我的同时出现，仿佛这样的3个人处在同一时空就会让我无可避免的想起另外一个人——4个人，两男两女，曾是多么和谐又平衡的组合，呵呵，r和c看见了这话一定会寒的~~不过，真的，明后两天都会在外面，今天该回家陪陪老爸的。
对了，早晨晨操的时候忽然听见一首歌，曲就是张韶涵的寓言，便问大家知不知道这首歌（跳过了他发的…），billye发来了歌词，于是便去找，早晨听到的是男生版的，可网上只找到了童声的两个版本。一直反复的听着，不知怎么的，一首圣诞的歌，却听的有点落寞寂寞？真的不是我心情的关系哦
「寓言」改编自英国圣诞民谣「God Rest You Merry, Gentlemen ]
god rest ye merry gentlemen - loreena mckennitt - A Winter Garden
loreena mckennitt - god rest ye merry gentlemen
god rest ye merry, gentlemen,
let nothing you dismay
remember christ our saviour
was born on christmas day
to save us all from satan's power
when we were gone astray.
o tidings of comfort and joy,
comfort and joy;
o tidings of comfort and joy!
"fear not," then said the angel
"let nothing you affright
this day is born a saviour
of a pure virgin bright
to free all those who trust in him
from satan's pow'r and might"
o tidings of comfort and joy,
comfort and joy;
o tidings of comfort and joy!
the shepherds at those tidings
rejoiced much in mind,
and left their flocks a-feeding
in tempest, storm and wind
and went to bethlehem straightaway
this blessed babe to find
o tidings of comfort and joy,
comfort and joy;
o tidings of comfort and joy!
but when to bethlehem they came
whereat this infant lay
they found him in a manger
where oxen feed on hay
his mother mary kneeling
unto the lord did pray
o tidings of comfort and joy,
comfort and joy;
o tidings of comfort and joy!
now to the lord sing praises
all you within this place
and with true love and brotherhood
each other now embrace
this holy tide of christmas
all others doth deface
o tidings of comfort and joy,
comfort and joy;
o tidings of comfort and joy!