Can forget all unhappy things while drinking , can not remember the memory of those agony at all at time especially drunk, having lived for so many years, having lived out someoneself with great difficulty, there is happy one's own one, agony, has learnt how to learn how to go to hate toowhile loving, in that is noisy, whom I smile most loudly, but the most lonely even, only drink in big mouthfuls,smug but forgotten too I think I forget all already , is it it likes to be no to it seems , remember it more clearly, the friend can not make, I do not think of either, do not think of now, have who I can unrestrained in realize lonely in being noisy But it talks about to be really words, I is it have individual can accompany I when I am lonely to really want really, one person that can understand each other, friendship of Hou " taking you to play " hour, it is that each other says the intimate words to grow up, there is no simple friendship between a boy student and girl student till now, because there are not people that will believe , so sometimes even I only appear with the care or other things between the friends to know oneself, now oneself that feel no matter others' thing no one will say what it will be I too anyway, I instead is it can let to a others' one that others feel I well lowpriced to care little by little Very sad, really very sad, reach these when each time, only want to see my MIP, because I will feel at that time very comfortable, though saw that did not know either what is said, but that feeling is very good Have love is it hate to have , have something have opposite one their right away