of course or of course not,it's hard to say.i don't know what i want and whether i need some or not.someone may think i am crazy.yes,i am mad and i don't care to tell other the truth.always no one believe me.i am a good liar,but sometimes i will say something real.so make sure you have a pair of clear eyes to make adecision about my words.i love you in this second but next secongs i will love so many guys.even i don't know who i am.and my mind will always change.just like wind.yes,i am wind.no one can catch me and maybe i will stay for one but just second.i love everyone but i hate myself.it is hard to say this kind of feel and i like to share it to my friend but still no one knows the hardness and the sorrow of me.i always smile because i don't know how to tell others my feeling.so i keep silent and weep in the darkness.who can give me a warm hug and forgive my sin to gowith me in the rest of my life.i know there is none and i cannot get together with any human beings.i am wind.free wind,happy wind,cold blood wind,angry wind...i am changable and even i don't next second what i will do.love just for one second.and when i say i love you no one believe me.what's more.i don't care about others.
so,i will do something in this friday.hate me,love me,sad for me,feel sorrow,please hope that i will forget you,my love.